Teagan Johnston Finds Light in Letting Go on Emotional Alternative Single “Beat a Dead Horse”
Toronto-based multidisciplinary artist Teagan Johnston shares her latest offering, “Beat a Dead Horse,” a deeply reflective and emotionally charged single that examines the lingering impact of past relationships and the process of releasing what no longer serves you. Rooted in indie rock and singer-songwriter sensibilities, the track moves through grief, awareness, and ultimately toward a renewed sense of hope and forward motion.
The song was sparked by an unexpected moment during a psychic reading in New York City.
“I’m not sure what I believe when it comes to psychics,” Teagan shares, “but something she said really hit me. She told me I was allowing old experiences of dark and painful love to dictate how I love now and in the future.”
In that moment, Teagan felt a renewed urgency to step out of cycles of emotional repetition and into something more present and alive.
That sense of reflection carried directly into the song’s visual world. The accompanying video was filmed during a trip to Spain with Teagan’s parents, revisiting a place she hadn’t been since her time living there between the ages of 13-14.
“Those years in Spain were before the trauma I reference in the song,” she explains. “It felt like the perfect place to reconnect with feelings of optimism and openness.”
Armed only with a digital camera, Teagan approached the shoot with a return-to-basics mindset, documenting beauty, colour, and everyday moments with a sense of curiosity and emotional clarity. The result is a visual companion that mirrors the song’s central theme: revisiting the past not to live in it, but to finally move beyond it.
Sonically, “Beat a Dead Horse” blends emotional lyricism with energetic indie rock and pop-inflected arrangements. The track balances vulnerability with momentum, reflecting the tension between holding on and letting go, while ultimately leaning toward release.